hawkeyedriza:

absolutelydestinysmood:

nannajane:

in 7 years its going to be the 20s again so we can bring back swing music and the aesthetics of that era but keep modern values who’s with me

you can’t repeat the past

can’t repeat the past? why, of course you can! of course you can. 

 I don’t pray often. I believe in God and everything, but I see praying as a way to comfort yourself and have that be its only purpose. I never thought it would WORK.

I was sobbing in my bed, and prayed to God not to be lonely anymore. Ever since…a bunch of my friends have been texting me, people wanna FB message me more often and I’m reconnecting with a lot of my friends that I thought I lost when I moved.

I guess praying works sometimes…

Today is trying to kill me. First, Michael J. Fox’s new show puts the FREAKING PROMO ON YOUTUBE AND IT IS PERFECTION

Then, BARNEY AND ROBIN GET MARRIED ON HIMYM TONIGHT.

ughughughfeels

(This means you, TFiOS fans who are ready to form a mob over casting choices).

1. NO ONEIS FORCING YOU TO GO SEE THIS MOVIE OR CHANGE YOUR PERSPECTIVE OF THE CHARACTERS IN ANY WAY/SHAPE/FORM. Give me a ring when John Greenpersonallyclimbs through your window, kidnaps you, sits you in the theater where TFiOS is playing and says “you must change what you imagine in your head and love movie, ya hear?”
2. Movies don’t change the outcome of a book. EVER.
3. An example: http://www.killermovies.com/forums/archive/index.php/t-423804-robert-downey-jr-cast-as-iron-man-what-do-you-think.html -98% of people who have seen “Iron Man” will say that casting Robert Downey Jr was the smartest decision any casting director has made for any movie ever. He practically is Tony Stark. People didn’t like it when he was casted. Now look. He’s one of the most beloved stars in Hollywood and has played Tony Stark so fantastically that people actuallywill riot if he’s not Iron Man in any Marvel film (which is another discussion completely)
4. Repeat after me: ACTORS GET PAID TO PLAY PRETEND. Two actors that just happen to play brother and sister in one movie are playing love interests in another. IT’S MAKE-BELIEVE. NOT REAL INCEST. Robert Pattinson and Reese Witherspoon played mother and son in one flick, and lovers in the next (which is worse than being siblings, in my opinion.)
5. So chill out. Thanks.

1. Straight, with a few girl crushes here and there.
2. Singing. Omg. You never wanna hear me belt a tune.
3. Bradley Cooper or Robert Downey Jr’s
4. This guy and I went to all the stores in this one area and it was just fun to goof around and spell things out at Home Depot.
5. It’s like a rollarcoaster: it has its ups and downs, makes me cry and vomit.
6. Ryanne, Christina, Kristen, Tim, Scott
7. WHY!? (I have too many, but I really love “Looking for Alaska”)
8. Arrogance. Ew.
9. Canadian, a boss at everything, smart, funny, pretty and fucking badass XD
10. Horse!
11. Everyone back in Illinois :(
12. We just didn’t click “that way”
13. Stayed up until 4:30 in the morning talking to Kristen on FB about Iron Man feels!!
14. My ribbons for horse shows.
15. She’s a bitch. Need I say more?
16. “Happy Together”, “Every breath you take”, “Smile”, “Broken”, “Echo”
17. Let’s not go there…
18. Humor. Having his own and accepting/embracing mine as well.
19. Oh jesus lord I cannot even count how many animals I’ve had.
20. Plain ol’ chocolate!
21. Back “home” with all my friends
22. “You’re a bitch, and so is your friend”
23. Florida, Illinois, Texas
24. You don’t mind my silly ways and act like a goof with me!
25. I wanna be a director and cinematographer!
26. Whether I want to settle down or not. I was always planning on getting married at some point, but I don’t think that will be my future anymore (or at least not soon)
27. I dunno yet, but Grey’s Anatomy is on tomorrow!
28. Director
29. When I tripped during a skit for a class and my teacher caught it on tape.
30. 1. My looks 2. My weight
31. Buy my own theater, donate to charity and save!
32. Handsome, funny, sweet, lovely
33. My wit
34. PEOPLE WHO CAN’T FUCKING DRIVE
35. Foghat, Blue Oyster Cult, CDB
36. #6, yo
37. 2-4
38. Staying in for the night, watch a movie, cook a dinner together, talk all night
39. Horseback riding and writing (and overanalyzing things)
40. My dad left me at a bowling alley when I was 8 for like fifteen minutes
41. Back in Chicago, LA, NYC and London
42. “You bring so much passion into the scenes you create. You’re imaginative and will go far if you pursue this as a career” or “you’re a badass kid!” (both said by teachers)
43. Eh…can’t complain.
44. RDJ singing x)
45. Okay, but could be better. I miss them! It sucks to not live in the same house (or state) anymore :(
46. Not again.
47. Finances with college and shit
48. Happiness
49. …Let’s not go there, shall we?
50. (I kind of don’t understand this question) being told I’m doing “Excellent”?
51. “I love you” to like…everyone
52. “May the force be with you! Night, BROTHA!”
53. …Too much.
54. Humor (and beautiful eyes)
55. Failure and can’t
56. The fact I had to get up at an ungodly hour to go to a place with people I couldn’t give a shit less about. Yup.

Gonna go relieve my stress and do productive things I guess

God, I am just so god damn sick of bad timing. I don’t exaggerate when I say that 8/10 times I’m always stuck with bad timing. Examples:

• This. Whole. Fucking. Year. Not only did I have to move in the middle of my senior year of high school, but I had to leave my barn. Having been unhappy with the barn I was at previously for almost two YEARS, I finally had the balls to move after I got my project horse. We were going along fantastically at this new barn with my new/old trainer (I had been with this trainer years before, but she moved and I just found her again months before I moved).
• Kat, my horse, and I were just getting somewhere with our training. We were gonna show in NIHJA this year! (NIHJA is a big fucking deal in the horse show industry, at least to me). Now, she’s out of shape and hasn’t jumped since December because we moved to our own fucking property that doesn’t have jumps or a proper arena yet. And we don’t have a trailer to take her to any place that does.
• And let’s not forget the worst of the worst: Jessie
• So 2010, Jessie and I won the fucking classic
• AND THEN SHE GOES LAME FOREVER
• We were just getting good at showing
• Fuck this.

Ugh, I’m really ranty today and cranky and unreasonable and I apologize for being a cranky-ass. Carry on.

But I hope you all have a good day :)